it's been a real grand time, but i cannot help my obsession with tumblr.
sorry blogspot, you've been replaced!

http://helveticarock.tumblr.com

follow me there! it's a lot more fun, i promise

Namesake

Lay Me Down

You let me in cause, after all, it seemed like the right thing to do. I closed my eyes and let you fall. I wonder what you could possibly know about being down that I don't. It's been awhile since I begged for anything, but now I want more. So lay me down, I'm lonely. You don't understand me, and you never even tried to anyway. I hear you say, "It's not the same." I'm sorry, it's something I just can't explain. So shut your mouth and hold me close. We both know it's better than being alone. I don't mind killing time as long as I can't see it in your eyes.

Quick Question

Have you ever just wanted to kiss someone you're not per say attracted to, just to see what it's like as well as to gauge their reaction?
Yeah, I'm kind of feeling that right now.

I Have No Idea About What I'm Going to Wear Tonight

Tonight is Ross' crazy liquor and cheeseburger party (or something) tonight and I cannot go because I'm going to one of my BFF's birthday party. I'm still hoping I can sneak in an early appearance at the liquor party before I head out to Kits just to say hi and look hot and have the boys glare at me with lust (any attention is good attention!). I would also like to maybe hit up the mall and try and find something to wear. I WANT NEW HEELS!!!!! I wore my cute black ones for my grad ceremony on Thursday, and I forgot how much I miss wearing them (until about three hours later when the balls of my feet are aching). I also want to get another cardigan in white possibly annnnnnd I definitely need to finish laundry soon. SO MANY THINGS TO DO THIS WEEKEND! Also, my little nephew is 2 today! How crazy is that?

I'm really digging the SW music choices (anywhere from The Strokes to The Ramones to The Clash to Blue Monday to Britney Spears to PARIS HILTON???) And I just downloaded a bunch and can't stop listening to these songs which is kind of depressing I think. As well, I cannot stop listening to The Dudes who are a great, great, great Canadian band from Calgary (another good thing about Calgary, who would have thought)

Umm, so I guess that's all I want to say in this shitstorm excuse for a blog.

Oh! I got a sketch notebook yesterday and drew an octopus with pencil crayons. I like it.

So basically in closing, here is a picture of me with the Valedictorian of our grad class (we survived dinosaur class)

This Just In...

Hi, I'm Jes and I'm secretly in love with Zac Efron.

What makes me better than any other 14 year old? I have loved him since before his disney debut. Anyone remember a little show called Summerland with Aunt Becky (from Full House, duh) and Jesse McCartney? Uh yep, that cute little dude that was sometimes on the show was ZE and I had a huge seemingly creepy crush on him because I was fully thinking he was like 12 at the time (thank good he isn't!).

Speaking of ZE, I would love to see him and Vanessa Hudgens do a duet of Magic Carpet Ride. I don't even like her, and cannot stand her highpitched voice, but I still think it would be really cute and totally necessary, being Disney and all.

Just one more thing to go with this embarrassing blog:

DO ME NOW PLEASE!